Boy oh boy was I a mess today. I didn't sleep very well last night so I am super tired. I got to work and as soon as I got in the office just the thought of being at work and dealing with the drama made me very upset. My supervisor was talking to me about upcoming work projects and as he was talking I could feel myself loosing control. Tears were filling my eyes and I asked him if we could chat in the back office instead of out in the open.
We got in the office and I started crying. He asked what was wrong and I told him that I got a call from my doctor on my drive home last night. She said I had a 1 cm lesion on my spine so I have to get a CT and bone scan. I then told him that although I want to stay busy at work today my mind is everywhere but here. He told me if I needed or wanted to go home, he totally understood. I told him no, I'll stay. He became very supportive and told me that work will always be here and that I have to take care of myself and the office will be as supportive as possible to accommodate me. That was a nice thing to hear.
I called the nurse to make my appointment. Whatever she could find that was
1st available works for me. I just want to get these tests over with. She called back a little while later telling me that I
had an appointment for 8:30am on Friday.
After that, I was pretty quiet for the rest of the day. I'm just really overwhelmed and I really don't know what to think at the moment.
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