Missing Virginia

It's been a month since she's been gone.  I miss her so.  I wrote her all the time and I so looked forward to getting emails back from her.  But I sit here and wonder why I didn't just pick up the phone and call?  I called a few times but I would worry that I would wake her from a nap or call when she was eating.  So I wrote instead.   Which in a way is a good thing.  I kept them all....all of her emails to me.  Reading them helps me.  Makes me smile.  But I do wish I called her more.   If only I could here her voice again.