A much better day

I had a much better day today.  I seemed to have gotten control of my brain and all the scenarios that it was playing in my head over and over yesterday. Or maybe I'm in denial, I've convinced myself that this is a horrible dream and it's just not really real.  Who knows what's going on but no tears were shed today and that was a good thing. 


So we will see how things go as I get closer to Friday.