Reality check

Man, life is so precious.  I've got to make some major changes.  Because I'm so afraid one day I'm going to wake up and it's going to be gone.  So my priority is to take care of myself and get a new job. I don't need the stress, I don't need the 45 min commute one way.  And I don't need to work in an office space with no windows and cold air blowing in the 60 degree range.  It's stupid that I have to layer for work and most of the time I have a blanket draped over my lap.