Radiation

Next week this time I will have completed 5 sessions of radiation.  I have mixed emotions.  I'm excited to start radiation to get it over with.  Kind of like, the faster you do it, the faster it will be over.  But the other side of me is afraid.  I know the girls in my cancer support group said compared to chemo, radiation is easy breezy.  But still, I can't help to wonder if and when I'm going to burn or get tired.  I've been in such a good mood the last few weeks.  My energy level is perfect.  Sure I haven't worked out yet but I get to play with my son and that makes me so happy.  The thought of having no energy makes me think of my chemo days and I hated those days.  Also, I'm not one to wish the year away but I can tell you that I will be wishing away the next 6 weeks which puts us in March.  I'm not a big fan of winter so I guess I don't mind skipping it and going straight to spring.  Anyway, I'll be posting about my 1st experience on Monday.   Fingers crossed that it's not so bad.