Frustrated

I know it's only 2 days before Christmas but I can't help to be slightly frustrated today.  My arm is killing me from the surgery.  It's swollen, bruised and stings a bit.  I just realized last night when I was putting lotion on my feet that my left big toenail is dying.  This is really stressing me out because that is the same toe I had an ingrown nail a few years back.  It seems like last year I finally recovered from it and was able to actually paint it but now I'm concerned that if the nail falls out am I'm going to get another ingrown?  Well,  I guess my dying toenail matches my dying left thumbnail.  And of course last but not least, not only do I barely have any eyelashes, I now just noticed that my left eyebrow is missing a whole lot of brow.  Why is the entire left side of my body going wacky?  I've been off chemo for 1 full month now.  The hair on my head has been growing in but I wonder if this is just a joke and it will all fall out or maybe the left side of my hair will fall out and the right side will stay.  I know, sounds stupid but what can I say, I'm a bit frustrated.