Chemo class

Ken and I went to my Chemo class at 4pm today.  It wasn't anything major.  Just a nurse that went over all the things I need to expect in the next 16 weeks, explaining the 3 drugs I was going to get as well as the drugs I would be taking to control the nausea.  She went over my procedure of getting the mediport which I was all fine and dandy with until she showed me what a mediport looks like.  I didn't need to see that.  Again, ignorance is bliss.  I mean, I want to know what's going to happen to me but I don't know in what detail I want to know.  Everything is so scary.  I'm afraid if I know details, I'll freak out.  So she gave me my prescriptions and gave me my appointment for Monday to start chemo.  I still can't believe this is happening.